feel like blogging today!!!!!!!!!

ok life is like a train ride for me nowadays. work, studies, work, studies.. [=
but it's alright, even though i got complaint at times, i kinda like my work. it feels like i am finally doing something about my life to make it better.. [earning money to do wadever i wanna do]
though its mad hectic due to oncoming tests, i believe i can do it! yay!

let's talk about today! i'm quite proud about myself today! finally re-enter gym after many months of absents from those machines..
i do not want to deprive myself from getting fit just because i have a weak heart. i just have to do it in moderation! and rest if i feel like i reach my limit...
did running, some weight lifting, leg thingy, sit ups and a set of exercise? i dunoo wad's that call but it's very efficient! i couldnt walk down the stairs for the rest of the day! but wad makes me happy is that i manage to complete it, although i could have done better at the last part.
hope that i can go gym almost every tuesday! [=

well nowadays i've been trying to stop thinking so much. regardless of some attitude changes, or some problems, i will not let it affect me. things will only affect you if you let it through your door. i saw u through the door pinhole and i decided to shut the door with a thousand locks.. let my inner me live in peace!! [=

firstly, wanna congratulate my uncle and my da jiu mu for their marriage yesterday!!! wish u both zao sheng gui zi!!! [=[=

yesterday was a SUPER LONG DAY! woke up at 6am in the morning to prepare.. reached grandma house at around 8am plus..
wedding dinner starts at around 8pm and my cousins and i was the receptionist.. the food was great!!!
after the wedding, my cousins, sis, their husbands/bfs, bro and me when to clarke quay~~
at first we wanted to go to a pub.. but after that we went to the arena for clubbing instead~~
had lots of fun!! dancing, playing the disc game, drinking.. BUT if would have been a great night if i didnt puke in the toliet, outside the arena, and below my house. wtf. damn drowzy and damn gg.
first time when clubbing, well nt a bad experience but i swear i wont drink so much again.. wtf.

exhausted~~ today's a long day!!

i am down with fever, cough and flu.. yesterday was much worst! but felt alot better now [;

today went to sch at 12pm for practicals.. i think this prac is much easier than retinoscopy~ at least i no need to concentrate as much.. especially when i am dying with flu and fever..
after practicals, had lunch with my friends and went to katong to sing karaoke with them..
seriously i think the karaoke is very worth it as it only cause $8 dollars for a small room. the facilities are great! they had a touch screen for you to choose your songs from.
i love the part when we are all singing "peng you" together!! felt really bonded and glad that i had such great friends to hang out with~
if only i am feeling better today.. i was coughing non stop! the weather is seriously bad this few weeks. i really wonder if this is a sign that the earth is ending at 2012.. in the past, there werent so many rainy seasons around this period.. however right now, a sunny sky can just turn dark in a few minutes..

tmr is friday!! really look forward to seeing the garrulous again!! finally its friday~~
oh and once its friday, means saturday is coming!!! time for rest and sleep! [=[=[=

just had my medication, and i am feeling drowsy~ time for bed!!!
goodnite!! [=

well, just found out something interesting!
somebody called me rude! well not exactly called, but that person wrote about it. well, i personally found the post interesting. the best post i ever seen in that person's blog actually, hence before this it's full of that person writing about the same subject about how good her life is. it's nice bit of a change to write something like that. hey, i am honoured!

well anyways, needed to clarify something.
yesterday i didnt wear contact len, nor am i wearing specs. my contact lens had a scratch and i cant wear it anymore. damn maxi eye brand is damn useless.
so i am walking towards the toliet after gems, and i saw someone who looks like that person. i wasnt sure if it's her, hence i didnt smile and looked away. it's only when she walked near that i realise it's really her. well, apparently she found it "rude" for someone to ignore her. and has to bitch about things all the way back to the past and shoot me. wonder who is the crude and rude one here??

but i admit, alright i am in the wrong.. if you are the one who walked pass me and ignored me, i would confirm bitch about you as well. hence, i dun blame you.

however, the way you describe me tempts me to shoot you back! you made my day more interesting!
well cyber stead? i was in sec one or two at that time.. of cus i am interested in knowing what relationship is like.
and one thing~~ if i am a bimboo, what the hell are you?? bitch? well the way you behave suits that word perfectly! congratulation!
wooh and hey gal, please dun compare me with you. it's insulting! if i chiobu then u my laobu? eek! please dun insult my mother..
oh and i do not need your forgiveness nor your invitation to visit your blog... i visit anybody's blog anytime i like...
well, i wonder who the hell invented the phrase "fuck yourself with a penknife". you made me laugh! try it yourself bitch [= such a creative comment coming from someone in art course.

well, really glad that i saw your post!! was feeling bored, thanks for keeping me entertain so damn late in the night~~

warning??? wow so fierce! i am scared! someone help me!!

well that's all!! might meet each other in school again! i will be sure to SMILE at you!!
ciao!!

well, it's been awhile since i last blogged. my last post was on nov 2009, which is about 5 months ago.. finally entered second year of poly, modules are getting more interesting and i finally feel that the school fees that my parents paid are worth it.. no unrelated subjects like our nation our world and report writing and presentation~~

this two days the sports hall, moberly and the outside of foodcourt five are super crowded. the cca fair is ongoing~ i joined 6 ccas. 1) SPcyclist 2) Adventure Club 3) Rovers Scout 4) WakeBoarding 5) Chinese music and cultural club 6) Japanese Cultural Club
I wanted to have a vary to choose from, hence i signed up at many places. well, currently in the process of making my life more interesting than playing auditionsea for 12 hours a day.
seriously, i wonder how i am going to participate in the event on 9may with the SPcyclist.. i do not really know how to ride on a mountain bike, and if i have to ride it on the event, well wish me luck.

ok i want to have a long post today. as i am seriously bored to the maximum. just going to write whatever shit i can think of.
well, having lots of practicals nowadays. learnt how to measure people's visual acuity and how to use a retinoscope to measure people's VA. seriously it's very interesting. i hope more people are educated in what optometrist does.. it's a profession that benefits people. an optometrist doesnt just prescribe glasses, they help to detect eye disease and help to refer to the eye care specialise.
seriously, if optometrist doesnt exist, who will be there to help people who needs help in proper eye care? eye sight is something that people often take for granted. imagine a life without light, and the fear of knowing that you might never see anything again.. we optometrist are there to help detect your eye problems and disease so that you can see the world better. and one important note, we are not the same as optician. optician cant help patient fit in contact lenses and detect eye disease. not that i do not respect the role of an optician, i do. optician corrects refractive errors so that you can see clearly. how are you going to walk around with refractive problems? you people want to bump into trees?
i am quite pissed off with people who reckon that our profession is just to provide contact lenses and glasses. just because this course is provide in polytechnic doesnt mean that its an easy course and easy job. and people who study in polytechnic are not stupid get it. so what if you are in JC or MI? majority of people who studied on poly can enter MI. and lots of people in poly can enter JC as well. we choose poly as we know what we want to do in life. you people from JC and those people out there, STOP THINKING THAT PEOPLE WHO DIDNT ENTER JC ARE FAILURES AND USELESS. WE JUST CHOOSE NOT TO. today when i got into the lift. one auntie ask me if today no school, but i say i just gotten back from school. she ask " you from poly ah?" i say ya then she give me a face that totally shows that she looks down on me. damn you people.
oh you people out there are insulting our professions so please understand what optometry is all about before opening your mouth saying that we are just here to give contact lenses and glasses. if you dont appreciate and look down on the job of an optician and optometrist, why dont you go correct your own refractive error, detect and solve your eye related problems by yourself?

and lastly, this message is specially dedicated to the people who looked down on me. well i doubt you will read my blog anyway, as we only see each other like one or twice a year? oh sorry, do you even understand english? anyways, here it goes: one day, i am going to earn even more money than you. i'm going to make you regret that you ever look down on me and my family. so what you think you are better? well, for your information, people that are judgemental like you will never ever succeed in life. you, who judge and treat people in terms of money and education is the fake-est among the fakers. the way you look at me and the way you treat me, i will never forget it. thanks alot for all the 'good' times you given me as it motivates me to succeed in life, and be even more successful than you. and by the way, i choose to go to polytechnic not because i cant enter any junior colleges. i go to poly because i wanted to learn hands on stuff and not study things that i do not like. get this information nailed into your brain. i can enter the science stream of JJC too, got it? for your info, my mother is the best person i have ever meet on earth. how dare you treat her that way? stop being so childish. you should reflect upon yourself, a mere 18 year old girl reckons that you are childish. seriously, your brain hasnt grown one bit. so what if you have more education? does that makes you a better person? if you ask me, i think that education takes up too much of your brain capacity and hence makes you even dumper. you say that i am have a bad personality, hey, what about yours? does ganging up on my mother makes you looked like an angel? by the way, you judge me and said that i have a bad character based on what? the day i ran after my mother and you pulled me back and i cried? hey, i was just a kid. and after that, we rarely seen each other. so meeting every twice per year is enough for you to judge me, who the hell do you think you are?

ok i do not know why i wrote all this shit. was just thinking about some stuff when i suddenly remember all this and i got really pissed off. some people need to reflect upon their own personality before saying others. seriously.. stop being a bitch or a bastard.