here to blog again. so far this week is a disastrous week for me. hope it will get better. right now feeling very tired. went for cca 'trial' whereby if you are inexperience or lousy they just hack care about you. f? dun wanna talk about it. so anyways, luckily friday no school, or else i am really gonna burst. ok la, sch was still ok. found out that i kept on crapping rubbish. should lessen my crappyness. = = and today badminton, i macchiam cmi. i dunno why everytime i play sports i very feat up. during badminton i cannot properly strive one, like i ant gonna hit the shuttle. i think i not suitable for sports bah cus of my impatient personally. but who care! i wanna join water sport. more fun. maybe can on the way llearn swimming also..lol.

right now i dunno wad i am feeling. tired? sleepy? bored? weird? i dunno. do some people give a damn? i dunno. but who will give a damn? who cares man? shit it. life is not about true or untrue, believing or not trusting. it is about actions. and the same goes for other things. words are just crappy shit that are form out of letters. i can type out I HATE YOU to someone and be laughing my shit ass off, playing april fool with that person letting them believing that i hate them to the core. wad can u know out of words? answer is nothing, as you will never know what they are actually thinking of and feeling at that time. it is first actions, then to true or untrue, then believing or not believing.
past is a very important thing. people will look into your past and determine wad kinda person you are. a good to the core person, a flirty shit ass, a bitch, etc. with a bad reputation, i dare say that it's kinda hard to get people to trust you. and sometimes being too good will arise questions.

ok, i dunno why i typing these out. but i jus type out what i feel. that's all. shit everything.