monday blues. today's kinda a bad day for me. it's was alright at first, but till the end, it just became a total lousy day. looks and expression you gave a person can either brighten their day, or totally spoilt it.

after school, when for a walk around my neighbourhood on my own. watched the kids playing around in the playground. then i start to wonder, ' i used to be just like those children, enjoying themselves and playing until your mum brings you home." it's kinda amazing, to think that i used to be a child. when you grow up, you started to face more and more problems to the point that it's almost amazing to think that you used to be young, innocent, and happy. i remember that i used to be part of the scene, playing around with other children of my age when i was young. but it's like recalling someone else's memories. the happy faces, i used to be so carefree. that face used to belong to me, but now, when i look into the mirror, i cant find any resemblance towards the young happy gal face, and mine. we are supposed to be the same person. but the carefree looked seemed to be buried deep inside, in somewhere i cant find.

i guess this is part of life as well. worries, problems, saddness, etc.... like i say, ups and downs in life. people cant expect to find themselves in a favourable situation all the time. and i have to accept this fact.

some people live their lifes thinking about all the unhappiness that they encounter, while others spend their time thinking about those people who care for them, love them, and will always, stay by their side.

when met with unhappiness, think about the fact that at least, you are not alone. there are people who loves you. dont ever neglect those people and hold them close to you.

dun neglect the diamonds on the floor just to pick up a stone.