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Saturday, July 11, 2009

yesterday

morning when out with my mother. accompany her to see doctor. then meet cherrie. when to orchad and bugis. not feeling too well, so when home early. cherrie when to my house and we enjoyed seeing some cute and nice PHOTOS! YEAH! [=

today

boring. nothing to do. later going gekpo alone for awhile.

when the whole world says you fail,
*hope whispers give it another try [ ying hui send this to gladys and she sent it to me]

i like this. really. but sometimes, hope, it's kinda hard to hold on to it. hope is something that people wish and wait, so that maybe someday, their dreams can come true. but waiting is hard. believing is even harder. people hope for things to happen, but what's there to support your 'hope' when you cant see any light in the infinity? hoping is hard, the process itself is toturing. giving up is easy. you just have to put things down and just close your eyes to things around you. sure this is demolarising. but not everyone is strong within. not everyone can close their eyes and walk on a string, believing that they can make it to the other end. some people just stayed at point A and refuse to go a step ahead to point B. the journey itself is enough to tired yourself to the extreme.

however, giving up. you never know what your decisions may bring you. you may be giving up on a lifetime of happiness. you may be giving up on a dream that hard work and time can bring. sure the process of waiting in unknown is scary. but it's this process that makes the 'dream come true' worth well, isnt it? not seeing any light in the infinity. it's natural. as this is life. life is no movie or a play. there's no script written. we are the script writters ourselves and we choose. it is hard. but if there's something that you want, you work hard for it. when everyone says that you cannot make it, you persever on. if you cant even do that, i think this dream of yours values little is your heart. if you fail after all the million tries, at least you know that you tried. and you didnt give up, it's jus that it's time to move on. and if you succeed, you can always look back, and you will appreciate the things that you hold on to more. the toturing process becomes a prove that you hold on to your dreams even in the toughest times.

right now, i guess i will hold on to 'it'. giving up is not in my choice right now. sure, i might end up getting hurt real deep, but i dont like giving up to the unknown, not knowing what i am really giving up on. life is a gamble, people wins and lose.