the only reason why i am blogging now is 1) i manage to convince myself that resting is good for my brain and i can continue tmr when i only started studying like half an hour ago? ==

aiya, wtf la. jus read my bro's blog and found out how much relax he is now even when he is in
NS. envy sia. but he bia three years liao... finally rest... wow i hope three years can pass by fast. seriously...

well. math paper.. i seriously dunno how i had done. cus i knw i made many idiotic mistake. kao.
anatomy. some know how to do, some totally is ' wtf i got study this before meh?' lol. first thing come out of exam room tell my poly frens i DUNNO HOW TO DO. yeah. not acting humble or wadever shit. is really dunno. kao. but hope can pass lol. three years enough for me i dun wan be drag back. ==

then now left with the most impt paper... GENOPTS. PING AH!

ok now i needa explain myself. ps if i seems zhuai/zai. cus if i am stress or nervous or walking pass ppl i obviously know but act dunno, i will lidat. cus i dunno how to react. aiya dunno how to explain la. to me is natural reaction. cant expect me to smile all the time right. siao.

recently life is quite tense on the inside. trying to force myself not to think. cus i am the type who think alot, then evaluate and make the thing seems worst when it might not be the case. but i seriously hope that wad i am trying not to think about doesnt even exist in the first place. ah~ when holidays come, TWO DAYS LATER, i am gonna enjoy man~! WOOSH!