Hey blog, its me again. 

Its been a looong loooong time since i updated an entry. Well here's how life has been for me for the past few years.

Currently 31 years old, happily married, and mother to a beautiful boy. 

Putting work on a pause now to focus on family life, while working as a telemarketer for a spectacle company that i used to work for. 

Looking back at all the previous post, its really amazing how time really flies. My last post was still me before i entered the workforce. And here i am already 31years old, with constant backpain and 10kg heavier. 

I guess if the 20 year old me were to see myself today, she would be saying "omg what happen to you why u so fat!", while also feeling reassured that things do turn out okay for her. She will have the life that she always dreamed of having. A loving husband, a beautiful child, and a bright future. Other things are all secondary. 

This 31 year old me however did go through quite alot before reaching where i am now. Most of them are good memories, but some are memories i hope i never had to relive again. Going through post partum depression and severe anxiety was one of the most terrible experience ever. But well, i survived. Good job to myself for being strong! 

Not sure when i will update again.

But a message to a future me who suddenly feel the urge to look at blogger again. 

How are you now in the future? Is everything alright? If it isn't, please remember to be strong as you are strong. 

Cheers, 

31 year old me